Anniversary

5 years ago today my husband died. Some of you may remember. I have cried about 6 times today. Talked to my mother inlaw, sister inlaw, expressed that he was indeed the love of my life. It just doesn't matter, he is gone. Maybe it will mean much to them, I'm still empty but yet so still full of him. Crazy day, I'll be fine tomorrow. The bitch will be back. :( PC

Jim they don't go away. Forever in your heart. Here comes the funny part. My husband Steve was a constant flea market, yard sale person. Everything in my house he purchased. Constant memory. Even after 5 years I'm still going through his stuff that he snuck in the basement without me knowing. I have a 2 car garage still full, haven't gottin' to his tools yet, never used them but collected them. See my mood has changed, I'm good to go, I yell at him every day. He's probably hiding in the clouds somewhere. PC

I can't imagine what you go through Patty. I guess the closest I come to understanding is when I watch the movie "The Notebook". For some reason, that movie really gets to me.

I can't imagine a life without my wife. We've been married 38 years and were very close for 6 years before we married. She's all I know.

thank you OS the day is over now ... it's hard to explain, I'm fine all year long but when it comes to this day I fall apart. I'm glad it is over. Not looking forward to leap year, we married on 22992....coming up next year another anniversary. I guess this is the stuff that keeps us alive wether it is good or bad or sad. PC

my condolences!